Chelle kind of hit on this in her blog...attention is it wanted or not?
I have been hitting the gym and there has been this guy that keeps working out on the machines next to me and seems to always be walking by me or looking over at me.....I used to see him at circle K in the mornings getting coffee but now my hubby gets my coffee so I don't go there.
It is awkward for me.
Is it all in my head?
Is my ego getting out of control. Well I decide I am anxietal over it and it makes me feel uncomfortable. I don't wear my wedding rings to the gym because it hurts my hands lifting weights, but yesterday I wore it and...he wasn't there.
I need to learn how to deal with this either in my head or in real life. I don't want to have anxiety on how to talk to guys who make passes...I don't have this problem with women, well women have not been making passes at me...well one did but it did not cause anxiety.
On another front. I am going to pay attention to snacking and keep on at the gym and hope for results next week. My hubby reminded me how awesome I was feeling before weigh in. How I am enjoying how I look in new clothes and just generally feeling better with more energy...he is right...I need to celebrate this weight I am at and what I have accomplished because this is an awesome feeling and it is only going to get better because I want it to and I am dedicated to make it happen. It may not happen as fast as it does for some but I will get there
So today is a new day and I am feeling better about myself---score 1 for me!!!