Sunday, February 19, 2012
feel like crap today
I was doing so well until today. I think I ran out of gas. I have been nausuous all day today. I took the patch off because my eyesight was so blurry I couldn't read anything and now I can see but feel like I could hurl at any moment. I have tried to hurl a few times but it just comes up as a ton of burps. I think I am gassy. I know I am not hungry and I was not expecting that. I guess I thought that I would not really feal any restriction until I have a few fills. I find I need to slow down drinking or else it sits like a pill in my chest and hurts. This is bad because I feel like when I drink I can feel an air bubble going down and that is uncomfortable. Nothing tastes good. The broth is bland, the crystal light tastes like a watered down cocktail to me. I did manage to sleep for 3 hours this afternoon and on my port side no problem. I also got to take a shower which felt awesome but I just which I could get myself in a better place...closer to normal. I can't drink a whole protein shake, I can only seem to have 1/2 of it and that takes me awhile to get it down. My hubby got me a decaf skinny vanilla late...venti yesterday and I finished maybe half today I told him to get me a tall but he brought home a grande and again I only could finish 1/2. I am wondering if it is too hard on my tummy. Tomorrow I am going to switch to no coffee and see if this helps my mornings better. I have been taking about 4 gas x strips a day but maybe I need to take more not sure. The noises from my tummy are crazy loud and my hubby laughs at them a lot, its almost like its talking. Well I wanted to get out a post to let you know today is not a good day and I am hoping tomorrow will be better. Luckily hottie hubbie is home with me tomorrow. I have a wonderful friend who took Johnny to lunch and a movie with her boys and hubby went golfing so that is how I was able to nap for 3 hours this afternoon. Sorry to be a downer I just really thought I would be doing better than I am right now.