I can't wait until I enjoy getting my picture taken....Today we went to church to get our picture taken as a family...looking at the proofs I couldn't believe how puffy and just plain fat I looked. Terrible. I didn't want to get any extra pictures with myself in them...now my hubby, John and junior looked great!
Moving on.....
I am suppose to be on my 3 month diet by I find it nearly impossible right now. We seem to have a Christmas party to go to everynight and it is so hard to make good choices when all the choices are bad! I also find myself falling into the trap that this may be the last time I get to enjoy pasta, breads, potatoes, cakes...sigh....I do have a love affair with food. Why do I love it so?
I have been trying to figure out why I am as fat as I am...do I binge...I don't think so, I just graze and eat to much food. Sometimes I just feel like I am hungry all the time...but then I eat to much and it hurts. I am a mess and I really feel like I am spiralling right now. I am coming off doing the HCG diet where I lost 60 lbs and I have been slowly putting it back on. I do not want to go back up the scale I want to be climbing down. ughh.
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