So I got the book LapBand Girl talked about...even though I didn't win it...well it was only 1.99 to download onto my nook....really how can I bitch about that!
I read it last night...its a short read.
It was a really good easy read...as she said..I think I need to read it again.
The major thing I picked up in it. RELISH THE NSV's I don't do that enough. I feel like its bragging and that I may even jinx it if I talk about how great I feel. But I need to change that. So I got my fat picture out
here I am at 319 in 1993 in Cancun....If you recall. I started out on this journey at 267 but that is frankly after my HCG diet I was on. I really started out at 319 and then I lost a 100lbs on HCG and then started to regain which freaked me out because I always start to regain so I called the Weight Loss Center about the LapBand(I was tired of this weight and when you gain...you always gain even more than when you started and that scared the shit out of me)...So I was a little burned in that picture above..I think we had done a booze cruise that morning and I was drunk and sunburned..but to me that was heaven
Well I know I share a lot of my emotional struggles, but I want you to know that I am so much more comfortable in my own skin. Just moving around is easier. Back then I just wanted to be invisible...I wanted to be left alone.