Weigh In Wednesday
Last Week 193
This Week 189
Total loss 4lbs
Holy crap...I am out of the 190's that is crazy good feeling. I went in yesterday to get an unfill and he took 1 cc out...I may be back in the 190's next week. I am going to try hard but ... you know.
I just did not like how tight I was and how my band "Diva" was acting up on me.....yes I am calling my band Diva because she is so temperamental.
We had our Xmas party yesterday and it was great...except people commented on my food..or lack of food on my plate and why I wasn't trying every dish---it was an Italian buffet...everything pasta. So I had salad and the tomato mozzarella-basil and a small piece of cake(which I didn't finish). I still do not handle noodles to well and didn't want to try in front of everyone. They all commented on my weight and how skinny I was, which did make me feel good...just wished they would have kept there trap shut about what I was eating. I noticed the skinny girl friend of mine piled her plate full and then only ate 1/4 of it (she says she does this so they don't say anything about what she eats) Why do we have to play such games.
I also liked some of the bloggers blogs on what have we replaced food with to make us happy. I must say I think I am happier now than I ever was fluffy. I will say I enjoy cooking now. I love making something healthy and tasty for my family..it gives me great pleasure to feed them good homemade unprocessed food. I would love to eliminate the processed food in our diet and it challenges me to do so. I also enjoy music more...less tv (because tv triggers eating for me..I will watch tv and want to nibble on something) so now I listen to more music, read more, exercise a LOT more, take walks with my kid and dog.
I am coming up on the anniversary of my blog here on December 16 and can't believe I have blogging for a year. That seems crazy because I too find much comfort in blogging and getting out my feelings and frustrations...such a great release, and the fact that I have met some awesome bloggers is total plus!
I am super duper excited to meet up with the AZ banders for MandaPandas going away this Sunday. I am going to miss her terribly because she is so fun at the lunches..she is a hoot and keeps me in stitches--plus she is so real and calls it like she sees it..love that about her. The other girls are crazy nice and we always gab for hours. It should be fun and I will be sure to post a pic on Monday